{"id":278431,"date":"2019-08-21T12:16:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-21T18:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/b1066755"},"modified":"2019-08-21T12:16:00","modified_gmt":"2019-08-21T18:16:00","slug":"nikki-bella-admits-she-still-cries-over-her-breakup-with-john-cena","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/music-news\/nikki-bella-admits-she-still-cries-over-her-breakup-with-john-cena\/","title":{"rendered":"Nikki Bella Admits She Still Cries Over Her Breakup With John Cena"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/akns-images.eonline.com\/eol_images\/Entire_Site\/2018431\/rs_600x600-180531103906-NikkiJohnBreak600-.jpg?fit=around|600:467&amp;crop=600:467;center,top&amp;output-quality=90\" class=\"ff-og-image-inserted\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"video-int-txt-0\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"38.2325\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-video-text\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"20.515\">\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/nikki_bella\">Nikki Bella<\/a><\/strong> is&nbsp;still healing from her breakup with&nbsp;<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/john_cena\">John Cena<\/a><\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>The <em>Total Bellas<\/em> star, who was&nbsp;engaged to the actor and WWE&nbsp;champion prior to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/956197\/nikki-bella-and-john-cena-break-up-again-two-months-after-reconciling\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">their 2018 split<\/a>, is opening up about the end of her long-term relationship and how she still cries over the&nbsp;breakup to this day. In a new episode of <em><a href=\"https:\/\/player.fm\/series\/the-bellas-podcast\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Bellas Podcast<\/a><\/em>, Nikki receives questions from fans about her split with John and how she&#8217;s moving on after the breakup.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;As far as how you get over a breakup, you really have to do the work on yourself,&#8221; Nikki says on the podcast episode. &#8220;You really, truly, have to love yourself and every day dedicate something to you that is making you better. You also have to let yourself cry. That&#8217;s one thing my life coach helped me a lot with, because I still, you guys, get days when I cry about my breakup.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"text-2\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"66.5\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-text-only\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"23\">\n<p>&#8220;But we were together a long time, we had an amazing relationship and an amazing bond and a lot of love for each other,&#8221;&nbsp;the E! star continues, adding that she gets why there&#8217;s &#8220;confusion&#8221; about the couple&#8217;s split. &#8220;But, every day when I need to cry, I let myself cry, because crying is healing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And so, when those tears come, I don&#8217;t try to hold them in, I find a quiet place and I cry,&#8221; Nikki admits. &#8220;Also, on top of it, I meditate.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nikki goes on to share that meditation has been &#8220;lifesaving&#8221; for her after her breakup, as well as reading books and listening to podcasts.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"photo-txt-3\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"45.5\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-photo-text\" readability=\"31\">\n<p>Talking more about the confusion surrounding the split, Nikki says that there&#8217;s a lot of things she can&#8217;t talk about because she signed an NDA.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;John wants to keep things private, which is amazing, I respect him so much for that,&#8221; Nikki shares. &#8220;The one thing that I can tell you from my point of view and my emotions and my perspective&#8230;towards the end I&nbsp;started to become a miserable person. I was very, very unhappy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;For John and I, it was just&#8230;the timing was off,&#8221; she adds. &#8220;I think what I realized is that I&nbsp;want someone&#8230;when I spend the rest of my life with someone in marriage, I wanna be with them every night. I want to spend holidays with them, I want to grow with them, I want to know that they really do wanna be a parent.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nikki goes on to say that it was &#8220;crazy&#8221; because the closer she got to the wedding she felt those things were &#8220;off.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Though things didn&#8217;t work between the duo, Nikki still feels as though John was one of her soulmates.&nbsp;Nikki also says that feels a &#8220;soulmate connection&#8221; with her new beau,&nbsp;<em>Dancing With the Stars<\/em> pro <strong>Artem Chigvintsev<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"tune-in-4\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"33\">\n<p class=\"tune-in__text\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\">Don&#8217;t miss <em>E! News<\/em> every weeknight at 7, only on E!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1066755\/nikki-bella-admits-she-still-cries-over-her-breakup-with-john-cena?cmpid=rss-000000-rssfeed-365-topstories&#038;utm_source=eonline&#038;utm_medium=rssfeeds&#038;utm_campaign=rss_topstories\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">via:: E! Online<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nikki Bella is&nbsp;still healing from her breakup with&nbsp;John Cena. The Total Bellas star, who was&nbsp;engaged to the actor and WWE&nbsp;champion prior to their 2018 split, is opening up about the end of her long-term relationship and how she still cries over the&nbsp;breakup to this day. 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