{"id":286892,"date":"2020-01-22T07:14:00","date_gmt":"2020-01-22T14:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/b1114437"},"modified":"2020-01-22T07:14:00","modified_gmt":"2020-01-22T14:14:00","slug":"youtuber-nikkietutorials-reflects-on-growing-up-transgender-in-first-interview-since-coming-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/music-news\/youtuber-nikkietutorials-reflects-on-growing-up-transgender-in-first-interview-since-coming-out\/","title":{"rendered":"YouTuber NikkieTutorials Reflects on Growing Up Transgender in First Interview Since Coming Out"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"block-0-img\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"31\">\n<div class=\"post-content__image\" readability=\"32\"> <img decoding=\"async\" class=\"image--full\" src=\"https:\/\/akns-images.eonline.com\/eol_images\/Entire_Site\/2020022\/rs_1024x683-200122055420-1024-nikkie-emd-012220.jpg?fit=inside|900:auto&amp;output-quality=90\" border=\"0\" title=\"Nikkie de Jager, NikkieTutorials, Ellen DeGeneres\" alt=\"Nikkie de Jager, NikkieTutorials, Ellen DeGeneres\" data-width=\"1024\" data-height=\"683\"><\/p>\n<p class=\"image__credits\">Michael Rozman\/Warner Bros.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<div id=\"photo-txt-0\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"42.336746302617\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-photo-text\" readability=\"29.45164960182\">\n<p>YouTube star <strong>Nikkie de Jager<\/strong>, a.k.a. NikkieTutorials, appeared on Wednesday&#8217;s episode of <em>The Ellen DeGeneres Show<\/em> and spoke about <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1111273\/youtube-star-nikkietutorials-comes-out-as-transgender-woman\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">coming out as transgender<\/a>.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>As fans will recall, Nikkie posted a video called &#8220;I&#8217;m Coming Out&#8221; to YouTube last week after being blackmailed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A couple of weeks ago, I got emails from a certain person, and he was not OK with the fact that I was lying and wanted to expose that,&#8221; Nikkie told <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/ellen_degeneres\">Ellen DeGeneres<\/a><\/strong>. &#8220;So, he had a very pressuring tone of voice, and he was like, &#8216;If we don&#8217;t get an answer by tomorrow, it&#8217;s out.&#8217; I feel like his entire goal was, with this, to destroy my life. But, plot twist, that didn&#8217;t happen.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nikkie said she had been crying before uploading the video but received a lot of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1062870\/beauty-youtuber-nikkietutorials-gets-engaged-during-romantic-italy-trip\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">support from her fianc\u00e9<\/a>, <strong>Dylan<\/strong>. She also said the response has been &#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1111574\/ariana-grande-amber-rose-and-more-celebrate-nikkietutorials-after-she-comes-out-as-transgender\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">unreal<\/a>.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was so happy that it&#8217;s 2020 and the acceptance is real,&#8221; she added.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"text-2\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"68\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-text-only\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"26\">\n<p>At one point during the interview, DeGeneres asked the beauty guru at what age she knew she was in the wrong body.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;To me, I just always was so confused,&#8221; Nikkie recalled. &#8220;I was like, &#8216;Why do I have to wear that, or why don&#8217;t I have long hair?'&#8221;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She also expressed her gratitude for her mom.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Even when we went to the hospital to see what was going on, doctors were like, &#8216;Don&#8217;t push it too far. Let&#8217;s see where it goes.&#8217; But then I came home and I was like, &#8216;Mom, I really want to wear girl clothes.&#8217; And she was like, &#8216;If you want to wear girl clothes, you&#8217;re going to wear them&#8217;\u2014even though doctors were like, &#8216;You might want to wait with that a bit,'&#8221; Nikkie said.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"video-int-txt-3\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"39.47610619469\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-video-text\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"21.182300884956\">\n<p>Nikkie said she had &#8220;always wanted to come out&#8221; but knew it was &#8220;such a delicate thing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s never the perfect timing,&#8221; she said. &#8220;So, in a way, because I&#8217;m not thankful to the person who did this, I am thankful that it happened now. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1111991\/youtuber-nikkietutorials-has-found-freedom-after-coming-out-as-transgender\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Now, I get to be free<\/a>.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She also expressed her hope to inspire others in the transgender community.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;As long as I get to be myself and inspire little Nikkies to be theirselves, that&#8217;s all I can do,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p>At the end of the interview, DeGeneres surprised Nikkie by donating $10,000 to the Trevor Project in the YouTuber&#8217;s name.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"tune-in-4\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"34\">\n<p class=\"tune-in__text\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\">Watch <i>E! News<\/i> weekday mornings at 7 a.m.! And don&#8217;t miss our <i>2020 Grammys: E!&#8217;s Inside Guide<\/i> special Wednesday, Jan. 22 at 11 p.m. for a Grammy Awards preview!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1114437\/youtuber-nikkietutorials-reflects-on-growing-up-transgender-in-first-interview-since-coming-out?cmpid=rss-000000-rssfeed-365-topstories&#038;utm_source=eonline&#038;utm_medium=rssfeeds&#038;utm_campaign=rss_topstories\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">via:: E! Online<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Michael Rozman\/Warner Bros. YouTube star Nikkie de Jager, a.k.a. NikkieTutorials, appeared on Wednesday&#8217;s episode of The Ellen DeGeneres Show and spoke about coming out as transgender.&nbsp; As fans will recall, Nikkie posted a video called &#8220;I&#8217;m Coming Out&#8221; to YouTube last week after being blackmailed. &#8220;A couple of weeks ago, I got emails from a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-286892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-music-news"],"acf":[],"publishpress_future_action":{"enabled":false,"date":"2026-10-04 02:55:15","action":"change-status","newStatus":"draft","terms":[],"taxonomy":"category","extraData":[]},"publishpress_future_workflow_manual_trigger":{"enabledWorkflows":[]},"distributor_meta":false,"distributor_terms":false,"distributor_media":false,"distributor_original_site_name":"KIDN - The Lift FM","distributor_original_site_url":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn","push-errors":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/286892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=286892"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/286892\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=286892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=286892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=286892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}