{"id":287736,"date":"2020-02-05T13:51:06","date_gmt":"2020-02-05T20:51:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/b1119861"},"modified":"2020-02-05T13:51:06","modified_gmt":"2020-02-05T20:51:06","slug":"why-youtuber-manny-mua-cant-help-but-cringe-at-his-dramageddon-apology-video","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kidn\/music-news\/why-youtuber-manny-mua-cant-help-but-cringe-at-his-dramageddon-apology-video\/","title":{"rendered":"Why YouTuber Manny MUA Can&#8217;t Help But &#8220;Cringe&#8221; at His Dramageddon Apology Video"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"text-1\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"64.932821497121\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-text-only\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"24.827255278311\">\n<p>The Internet can be both a beautiful <em>and<\/em> critical place.<\/p>\n<p>While <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/channel\/UCbO9bltbkYwa56nZFQx6XJg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">YouTuber<\/a> <strong>Manny MUA<\/strong> has found great success as the &#8220;Boy Beauty Vlogger,&#8221; the <a href=\"https:\/\/lunarbeauty.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Lunar Beauty<\/a> CEO has also found himself involved with some Internet drama.<\/p>\n<p>Many fans will remember <a href=\"https:\/\/www.teenvogue.com\/gallery\/jeffree-star-manny-mua-laura-lee-gabriel-zamora\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Dramageddon<\/a>, which was a feud among vloggers centered around Manny&#8217;s former BFF <strong>Jeffree Star<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>The public drama came at a time when Manny was at the top of his game. For starters, he was on <em>Forbes<\/em>&#8216; 30 Under 30 list and was serving as Maybelline&#8217;s first ever male ambassador. But in a new interview with <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/justin_sylvester\">Justin Sylvester<\/a><\/strong>, the Youtuber is ready to reflect on all the headlines.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When you are soaring in the clouds and you&#8217;re like nothing can bring me down, you&#8217;re kind of like in your own zone or your own world and your own fantasy,&#8221; Manny shared exclusively on the E! News&#8217; digital series <em>Just the Sip<\/em>. &#8220;But when something knocks you back down, you go, \u2018Maybe I should have done this, this and this.&#8217; I can start soaring again but now I can implement these different changes and make it even better for me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"text-3\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"58.5\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-text-only\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"7\">\n<p>He continued, &#8220;When I look back on it, it was the hardest time I&#8217;ve ever had in my whole life when it comes to my professional career in any way, shape or form. I was like in bed for weeks. I lost so much weight and I was in such a severe dark depression.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"photo-txt-4\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"39.77892325315\">\n<div class=\"column post-content__image--left post-content__image\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"32\"> <img decoding=\"async\" class=\"image--full\" src=\"https:\/\/akns-images.eonline.com\/eol_images\/Entire_Site\/202015\/rs_634x1024-200205103120-634-Manuel-Gutierrez-manny-mua.jpg?fit=inside|900:auto&amp;output-quality=90\" title=\"Manny Gutierrez, Manny MUA\" alt=\"Manny Gutierrez, Manny MUA\"><\/p>\n<p class=\"image__credits\">Chelsea Lauren\/WWD\/REX\/Shutterstock<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-photo-text\" readability=\"19.378733572282\">\n<p>During the drama, Manny lost close to half a million followers. To this date, he&#8217;s still hoping they come back. &nbsp;He also <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=s86Ja0LyNFI\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">delivered an apology video <\/a>that remains difficult to watch.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was definitely, definitely remorseful but I was also taking anti-anxiety medication at the time. When I watch those videos, I cringe a little bit because they&#8217;re not my genuine, real emotion coming through because I&#8217;m on these emotion blockers,&#8221; he explained. &#8220;Watching them, I know the things I&#8217;m saying are true but the way I&#8217;m saying it, I can understand why it doesn&#8217;t come off as genuine because my true emotion isn&#8217;t coming through because I&#8217;m on these blockers.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>To this day, Manny is surprised at how big of a deal everything became. &#8220;It was a misconstrued situation in the first place so how did it become what it became?&#8221; he shared with Justin.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"text-5\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"59.5\">\n<section data-textblock-tracking=\"text-block-text-only\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\" readability=\"9\">\n<p>But through it all, Manny says there are countless lessons he&#8217;s so grateful to have learned.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Looking back, yah it was terrible and horrible and horrendous but the things I learned from it, I would never give those back,&#8221; he shared.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"tune-in-6\" data-hook=\"scrollable-block\" readability=\"34\">\n<p class=\"tune-in__text\" data-swiftype-index=\"false\">Watch <i>Daily Pop<\/i> weekdays on E! at 12 p.m. and don&#8217;t miss our 2020 Oscars preview special Saturday, Feb. 8 at 11 a.m.!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eonline.com\/news\/1119861\/why-youtuber-manny-mua-can-t-help-but-cringe-at-his-dramageddon-apology-video?cmpid=rss-000000-rssfeed-365-topstories&#038;utm_source=eonline&#038;utm_medium=rssfeeds&#038;utm_campaign=rss_topstories\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">via:: E! 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