{"id":487916,"date":"2019-07-11T15:18:37","date_gmt":"2019-07-11T21:18:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/?p=858080"},"modified":"2019-07-11T15:18:37","modified_gmt":"2019-07-11T21:18:37","slug":"tupacs-private-apology-to-madonna-could-be-yours-for-100000","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/music-news\/tupacs-private-apology-to-madonna-could-be-yours-for-100000\/","title":{"rendered":"Tupac\u2019s Private Apology to Madonna Could Be Yours for $100,000"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/tupac-madonna-letter.jpg\" class=\"ff-og-image-inserted\"><\/div>\n<p>It was once \u201cstrictly 4 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/madonna\/\" id=\"auto-tag_madonna\" data-tag=\"madonna\">Madonna<\/a>.\u201d But now, a handwritten apology letter that <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/tupac-shakur\/\" id=\"auto-tag_tupac-shakur\" data-tag=\"tupac-shakur\">Tupac Shakur<\/a> wrote the Material Girl a year before his death is going to auction.<\/p>\n<p>Two years ago, Madonna attempted to stop its sale when <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/judge-halts-intimate-madonna-items-up-for-auction-253257\/\">she told a judge<\/a> that her celebrity \u201cdoes not obviate my right to maintain my privacy.\u201d An appeals court overturned that injunction last month. The letter is headed to the auction block on July 17th with bids starting at $100,000. Auctioneer <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gottahaverockandroll.com\/Tupac_Shakur_Handwritten___Signed_Love_Letter_to_M-LOT27849.aspx\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">Gotta Have Rock and Roll<\/a> estimates it will go for between $200,000 to $300,000 even though scans of it have been floating around the Internet for years and you can even read it in full on its website.<\/p>\n<p>The <a href=\"http:\/\/tmz.vo.llnwd.net\/o28\/newsdesk\/tmz_documents\/0630_tupac%20madonna%20letter-WM-2.pdf\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">three-page letter<\/a>, dated June 15th, 1995 \u2014 a year and change before he was fatally shot \u2014 he apologized to the singer for not being \u201cthe kind of friend I know I am capable of being.\u201d The artists dated briefly in the Nineties, though they kept it secret; in 2015, Madonna said that Shakur had riled her up before a shocking <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?time_continue=35&amp;v=PBm5kzTYfNU\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">1994 appearance on David Letterman<\/a> so she was <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/madonna-on-howard-stern-10-things-we-learned-61642\/\">\u201cfeeling very gangster\u201d<\/a> when she said the word \u201cfuck\u201d 13 times on air. But they kept their relationship secret. In the letter, Shakur wrote that he felt uncomfortable being seen with a white woman because he \u201cwould be letting down half of the people who made [him] what [he] thought [he] was,\u201d whereas dating a black man would help her career. He wrote that he also took umbrage to her allegedly saying it was her job to \u201crehabilitate ll the rappers and basketball players.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThose words cut me deep seeing how I had never known you to be with any rappers besides myself,\u201d he wrote. \u201cIt was at this moment out of hurt and a natural instinct to strike back and defend my heart and ego that I said a lot of things I have since come to regret.\u201d He followed that by writing that he had \u201cgrown spiritually and mentally\u201d since then.<\/p>\n<p>Part of the reason he wrote the note was because he wanted to tell her how he felt \u201cin case anything happened 2 me.\u201d He added that \u201ceveryone is not as honorable as they seem \u2026 let my five bullets be proof of that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>In July 2017, a judge stopped the sale of the letter and 21 other items after Madonna filed an <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/judge-halts-intimate-madonna-items-up-for-auction-253257\/\">emergency court order<\/a>. Bidding on the letter had reached $100,000 by that point. In her filing, she wrote that she <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/madonna-files-order-to-stop-auction-of-tupac-breakup-letter-252908\/\">wasn\u2019t aware that the letter<\/a> and other potential auction items were out of her possession; much of the auction had been donated by her former personal assistant, Darlene Lutz. In April 2018, a judge <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/auction-house-wins-battle-over-madonnas-tupac-breakup-letter-630588\/\">ruled in favor of the auction house<\/a>, saying that Madonna should have known Lutz was in possession of things like the letter and didn\u2019t make any attempt to stop the auction before it had begun. That ruling was upheld the Appellate Division of the New York Supreme Court on June 4th of this year, according to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gottahaverockandroll.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">the auction house<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Even though Shakur wrote the letter after the couple had broken up \u2014 he was serving nine months in prison for sexual assault at the time he wrote it \u2014 Gotta Have Rock and Roll is referring to it as a \u201cbreakup letter.\u201d He married his longtime girlfriend, <a href=\"https:\/\/2paclegacy.net\/tupac-married-girlfriend-keisha-morris-in-the-prison\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">Kiesha Morris, on April 29th<\/a> (two months before writing the letter to Madonna) but divorced her seven days after his release in October 1995.<\/p>\n<p>Partial proceeds from the sale will go to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.breastcancer.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\">BreastCancer.org<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/tupac-madonna-letter-auction-858080\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">via:: Rolling Stone<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was once \u201cstrictly 4 Madonna.\u201d But now, a handwritten apology letter that Tupac Shakur wrote the Material Girl a year before his death is going to auction. Two years ago, Madonna attempted to stop its sale when she told a judge that her celebrity \u201cdoes not obviate my right to maintain my privacy.\u201d An [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-487916","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-music-news"},"acf":[],"publishpress_future_action":{"enabled":false,"date":"2026-06-24 11:53:43","action":"change-status","newStatus":"draft","terms":[],"taxonomy":"category","extraData":[]},"publishpress_future_workflow_manual_trigger":{"enabledWorkflows":[]},"distributor_meta":false,"distributor_terms":false,"distributor_media":false,"distributor_original_site_name":"KQZR - The Reel","distributor_original_site_url":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr","push-errors":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/487916","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=487916"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/487916\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=487916"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=487916"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alwaysmountaintime.com\/kqzr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=487916"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}